Deuces

I'm in my feelings once again & I can't understand for the life of me why people lie. I think that I am the most understanding and forgiving person ever but at the same time don't take all that as a weakness. I do it because I love you. But if you don't love me enough to tell me the truth I can't be bothered. If you can't get it together then I will just have to do like Chris Brown and throw up them Deuces!

Oh this goes for anyone that feels the need to lie to me or try to play me. I am not the one. When you get on my shit list, it is hard to get off.

In my feelings

Lately I have really been in my feelings. And if you really know me then you would kinda know why. My emotions are on serious roller coaster & I feel sorry for anyone that decides to jump on. Right now I am feeling like Madonna in Take A Bow....






It gets me everytime. Enjoy

His Gratefulness

On this beautiful Sunday Morning I just want to share one of my favorite gospel songs. Hezekiah Walker Grateful. I love this song. It says all the things that I'm feeling.

I am grateful for the things that you have done.
Yes I'm grateful for the victories we've won.
I could go on, and on, and on about your works
Because I'm grateful, grateful so grateful just to praise you Lord
Flowing from my heart, Are the issues of my heart
His Gratefulness


I am grateful for all the things that God has done for me & continues to do for me. That gratefulness is flowing from my heart. Thank you Lord for it all. I am forever Grateful.

Sunset in the Keys

A little over three months ago I got the biggest surprise of my life. It was Valentine's weekend and love was in the air. The mister & I decided to drive down to the keys for the weekend and oh how I love the keys. That Saturday morning we both had a few errands to run and we decided that we would leave Miami at 12 noon. Of course I wasn't even home at 12 and the mister was pissed. When I finally got home at 2 he was going in on how I am always late. And how I need to grow up because it makes no sense that we still hadn't left Miami. He has something to do in the Keys and I am making him late. While he talking all this noise I am taking my time packing for the weekend for King & I as well as trying to book us a hotel room over looking the water. For some reason I couldn't book the room and the mister is getting even more upset. We finally leave the house and drop King off with my brother and are on the road around 3. The entire ride the mister has an attitude but who the hell cares. I was driving so I had my iPod on Shuffle as he slept in the passenger seat. It was really cold in Miami this winter so we were both bundled up on the ride down. When we finally made it to the keys it was around 6. We drove around looking for a ocean view hotel room but everyone was booked. Around 630 we finally got a room at The Southernmost Point hotel, which is absolutely beautiful by the way. We get the key and take are luggage to the room. As we are settling in, I look out of the window & see the most beautiful sunset ever.


Me: Babe look at how beautiful the sunset is.
Mister: Let's go out to the Pier to see it.
We walking out the room to the pier and I am stopping taking pictures like a straight tourist and here goes his attitude again.
Mister: Hurry your ass up before we miss the sunsets.
Me: Whatever boy! *Snaps picture of myself* LOL
We finally get to the pier and there are several people looking out at the sunset. And of course I am still taking pictures.
Mister: Take a picture of me.
Me: Ok *Snap*
Then I try to take a picture of the both of us and this older couple walks up and ask if they can take a picture of us.
Me: Sure *As I walk over to them with the camera and show them how to use it*
Grab a Kleenex because the next part will make you cry. LOL
As I turn to walk next the mister for pictures it happened...

The moment I had been waiting for...

The mister was down on one knee with a box in his hand...

Me: Oh my God, Oh My God, Oh My God are you serious?
Mister: *smiling from ear to ear* Yes I'm serious. WILL YOU MARRY ME?
Me: Oh my God, Oh My God, Oh My God!!!!! At this point I can't remember what hand to give him but I am still in shock because this can't be happening.
Mister: Babe give me your hand.
My mind finally registers that it is the left hand so I give it to him. He takes the ring out the box and slips in on my finger.
Mister: WILL YOU MARRY ME?
Me: YES, YES, YES I will marry you! *insert lots & lots of tears here* LOL

Can you believe it? The Mister and I are getting married. All my life I have dreamed about how my engagement would be but never in a million years could I have imagined it would be any more perfect than it was at Sunset on February 13th, 2010. I love this man with all my heart and can't wait to become Mrs. Williams.

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Love all over me

My friend Tiff sent me a ringtone of my girl Monica's Love all over me. I must say that has got to be my favorite song on the album. I love it because at this point in my life, that is exactly how I feel. I have never been so happy in my life or felt so loved.

I'm back

Dang I just realize my last blog was Feb. 2nd... So much has happened since then. I mean like I went to the keys for Valentine's Day. Got Engaged!!!! Found out I was pregnant. Started making wedding & baby plans... Lost the baby... Still making wedding plans and I'm back on the grind at work. I guess I will have to go into detail about all the things listed above. I promise to give a good entry this weekend. Sorry for the delay & I love & miss all my followers. Until next time Stay blessed & productive. Smooches!!!!!

Trifling

This summer I am invited to 3 weddings. Yes it seems like everyone in my life is getting married but me. But that is not even the worst part. I received a text message from 1 of the brides talking about she stressed. So me being the friend that I am, I tell her to calm down & let's try to figure out how to fix the problem. This is when the Trifling part comes into play. She tells me that she stressed because she wants to sleep with someone other than her fiance before she gets married. *Blank Stare* WTF she can't be serious. I try to calm down & ask what the hell she talking about. She says that something in her is telling her to sleep with one last person just to get it out of her system. *rolls eyes & head spins* This is the type of trifling shit that I am talking about. Now this man thinking that her smug ass is the one but she want to sleep with someone else before they get married. See chicks like her ruin the good men & then when they get a Great Women like me... He is all battered & bruised & has given up on love. I mean seriously what if he did that shit to her. She would want me to gather up the goon squad to kick his & her ass. This is the most trifling shit I have heard in a long ass time. Why the hell did she tell this man that she would marry him. I mean am I over reacting. Because here I am 28 years old ready to spend the rest of my life with Mr. Right. But hell I don't have a ring. I mean I've also be faithful to one man for the past 4 years & 2 1/2 months but I still ain't got no damn ring. Trifling Ass Chicks... When will they learn?